Before I decide to post this recent lyric fanaza, I must begin with something I think certain people should read, and after you've read it, I hope you realise who it's about.
And if you do read it, and your aware they havn't, please pass on the message?
I no longer use windows messenger, so it's not like I can use that to pass on the message. But knowing their both bloggers, I'm hoping they'll get the message this way.
I'm sorry for the previous comments, I swear it was the alcohol, and I just never had the confidence to admit what I did was wrong.
I realise it was wrong, and that no matter how bad the depression is - it still can be difficult to deal with. I guess I'm used to dealing with mine because I've had it for several years, forgetting that the older you get it, the harder it can be to cope with.
So like I've said before, I'm sorry for the previous comments and take it all back. I guess the only reason any of us really have blogger is to get some sense of attention we lack in the real world. So basically, I believe that everyone has an attention seeker inside them, some small and some just huge (most possibly like their ego).
But majority of times, it's mistaken to be bigger than it really is. Which is why I'm saying sorry, for mistaking yours when you were simply informing us of your recent decision.
Also, I apologise for offending your sibling then having ago at you. I understand now that you must stand by-side them you care about, as they'll one day take your back when your too weak.
Mentioning that line, I must say a massive THANK YOU to my friends and family, who stood by me when I was too scared to even be in the house by myself.
I hope this says alot, I just had a sudden touch of conscience... and this song may reflect that, but I believe that the title goes well with it. So here it is.
And if you do read it, and your aware they havn't, please pass on the message?
I no longer use windows messenger, so it's not like I can use that to pass on the message. But knowing their both bloggers, I'm hoping they'll get the message this way.
I'm sorry for the previous comments, I swear it was the alcohol, and I just never had the confidence to admit what I did was wrong.
I realise it was wrong, and that no matter how bad the depression is - it still can be difficult to deal with. I guess I'm used to dealing with mine because I've had it for several years, forgetting that the older you get it, the harder it can be to cope with.
So like I've said before, I'm sorry for the previous comments and take it all back. I guess the only reason any of us really have blogger is to get some sense of attention we lack in the real world. So basically, I believe that everyone has an attention seeker inside them, some small and some just huge (most possibly like their ego).
But majority of times, it's mistaken to be bigger than it really is. Which is why I'm saying sorry, for mistaking yours when you were simply informing us of your recent decision.
Also, I apologise for offending your sibling then having ago at you. I understand now that you must stand by-side them you care about, as they'll one day take your back when your too weak.
Mentioning that line, I must say a massive THANK YOU to my friends and family, who stood by me when I was too scared to even be in the house by myself.
I hope this says alot, I just had a sudden touch of conscience... and this song may reflect that, but I believe that the title goes well with it. So here it is.
Touch Of Conscience
I'll be your forgiven nightmare
The bittersweet daydream
I might begin to haunt the dark
But I celebrate within your smile
Playful but carefully
Whisper sweet loving sins
And release us to the sky
This is where my skill plays in
I swear I won't crash and burn this time,
Maybe I don't belong around here,
But your my biggest challenge to stay for.
This can either make me or break me,
I won't know until I've tried.
Smile of beauty but a kiss of death
Your dying wish is my living pain
Just think - love carries us forever
And hate only takes us six foot deep
I swear I won't crash and burn this time,
Maybe I don't belong around here,
But your my biggest challenge to stay for.
This can either make me or break me,
I won't know until I've tried.
The hope hidden in the twilight fades
Leaves behind the torment of the dusk
I'll win you back whatever it takes
Loosing you will only strengthen my lust
I promise I'll try stay sane this time
But the area holds nothing more for me
You kept me here just to let me fall
This can either make me or break me
We'll never know until we try.
I swear I won't crash and burn this time,
Maybe I don't belong around here,
But your my biggest challenge to stay for.
This can either make me or break me,
But we'll never know until we try;
Until we tried
I'll be your forgiven nightmare
The bittersweet daydream
I might begin to haunt the dark
But I celebrate within your smile
Playful but carefully
Whisper sweet loving sins
And release us to the sky
This is where my skill plays in
I swear I won't crash and burn this time,
Maybe I don't belong around here,
But your my biggest challenge to stay for.
This can either make me or break me,
I won't know until I've tried.
Smile of beauty but a kiss of death
Your dying wish is my living pain
Just think - love carries us forever
And hate only takes us six foot deep
I swear I won't crash and burn this time,
Maybe I don't belong around here,
But your my biggest challenge to stay for.
This can either make me or break me,
I won't know until I've tried.
The hope hidden in the twilight fades
Leaves behind the torment of the dusk
I'll win you back whatever it takes
Loosing you will only strengthen my lust
I promise I'll try stay sane this time
But the area holds nothing more for me
You kept me here just to let me fall
This can either make me or break me
We'll never know until we try.
I swear I won't crash and burn this time,
Maybe I don't belong around here,
But your my biggest challenge to stay for.
This can either make me or break me,
But we'll never know until we try;
Until we tried
