Hmm...

Small and sweet

I think I miss him =\


Help?
I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan

Doodes Don't Cure Boredum

but adding lyrics to 'em do! :)

I was bored, and the mother got me this magnetic whiteboard, hahahaha
bad mistake mummy :)
like my doodles? I take pride in knowing my drawing extent is stickmen :) but its amusing

Such lyrics on there includes
"I Can Wait Forever" - Simple Plan
"Today I've Wasted Away, For Today Is On My Mind" from Yesterday's Feeling - The Used
]"The Rain - It Never Lies" from The Rain - ForeverInMotion
"I'm Not Kissing You Goodbye" - The Used
"You Look Beautiful Today" from I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan
and the longest one
"This Scene Is Dull Devine
Enimies, They Start Surrouding Me
Mostly In My Head Cause I Swear,
I've Never Been So Depressed" from "Let's Get Outta Here" - Madina Lake

i cant explain what made me doodle it
but it killed bout 10-15 minutes

xx

Going Undergrounnnnnd

hehehe, yes, i went to a mine yesturday
and i proppa enjoyed it
im gunna be gutted if i dont get this sponsorship :P

had a good day too, went to see a friend of mine, then met afew friends of his,
had a joke, mentioned how we aint seen eachother in like, 9-10 months and how twas gurd seeing eachother again :)

hahaha,
oh well, :) had a good day so thats all i care about

lovess xx

Time To Contemplate

Well, I finished school 3 weeks ago (myy godd!)
And I'm seriously bored with nothing to do... at all.
It's starting to feel like I'm about to waste away.
Goddammit
I shouldn't be left to contemplate
I mean come on! I'm off school and I'm using long words, that's how bored I am!

Well... I've finished two Harry Potter games (The Order Of The Pheonix on difficultly levels one and two then The Half-Blood Prince, becoming master of dueling in all four houses), watched all the Shrek movies (four in cinemas then 1, 2 and 3 in order at home) and the Toy Story trilogy IN ORDER.
I have a feeling I might end up watching all the H/P movies in one go, then the Lord Of The Rings if I'm not careful.

I JUST HAVE SWEET F-A TO BLAADY DO! :(

Man, this month and half better hurry up.
I'm sick of waiting around doing nothing all day.
Hopefully in September I'll have a nice sponsorship :)

much loves
xx

Contemplate [verb - to think seriously (about): I was contemplating (= feeling inclinded towards) having a holiday. She contemplated her gloomy future]

P.S Naka... I ain't a perv... I'm just happily single looking at peeps
;) :')

p.s.s - a prom photo for yerrs :)

Insert A High Pitched Excited Squeal Here

GUESS WHOS SEEING KIDS IN GLASS HOUSES AGAIN
:D:D:D
HAHAHAHAA

oh man im sad... itll be the third time
once when they were supporting LostProphets
and that time just after Biffy Clyro

but im fucking buzzing for it :D:D:D
Time to see Aled Phillips and his fit crew ;)



:')!!
<3
xxx

And I'm Singing To My Feet Yeaaaaaaah

... yeah im bored
man... two months off, how to kill THIS time?!
ive made a outline of a rat cage... at least
and ive got myself a nice saw mark in my leg :) i swear it actually looks hilarious

and im considering making xmas lights :)
then im going underground next wednesday
and in the meantime, im hopefully gunna go annoy some amigos :)

anywho, this morning, i was gunna be lazy n stay in bed, but i thought of this and ultimately, had to get out of bed n note it down
im hoping to pull in dear friend Naka n several others, n either recording a song (cover or to lyrics wrote by me or other amigos)
or a music vid (again, either a cover or to one we've just recorded)

might be a nice project eh?! :P
comment if yerr wanna join into it
or post again if yerr want more people into it
i think itll be shimmy shimmy funable :)

well, i will be offski to go do what my mother just suggested...
PVA glue... water... ratcage... waterproof
does that woman know not to give me ideas?!


Saturday - Kids In Glass Houses
someone wanna come see these live again with me? :P

Touch of Conscience

Before I decide to post this recent lyric fanaza, I must begin with something I think certain people should read, and after you've read it, I hope you realise who it's about.
And if you do read it, and your aware they havn't, please pass on the message?

I no longer use windows messenger, so it's not like I can use that to pass on the message. But knowing their both bloggers, I'm hoping they'll get the message this way.
I'm sorry for the previous comments, I swear it was the alcohol, and I just never had the confidence to admit what I did was wrong.
I realise it was wrong, and that no matter how bad the depression is - it still can be difficult to deal with. I guess I'm used to dealing with mine because I've had it for several years, forgetting that the older you get it, the harder it can be to cope with.

So like I've said before, I'm sorry for the previous comments and take it all back. I guess the only reason any of us really have blogger is to get some sense of attention we lack in the real world. So basically, I believe that everyone has an attention seeker inside them, some small and some just huge (most possibly like their ego).
But majority of times, it's mistaken to be bigger than it really is. Which is why I'm saying sorry, for mistaking yours when you were simply informing us of your recent decision.
Also, I apologise for offending your sibling then having ago at you. I understand now that you must stand by-side them you care about, as they'll one day take your back when your too weak.
Mentioning that line, I must say a massive THANK YOU to my friends and family, who stood by me when I was too scared to even be in the house by myself.

I hope this says alot, I just had a sudden touch of conscience... and this song may reflect that, but I believe that the title goes well with it. So here it is.

Touch Of Conscience

I'll be your forgiven nightmare
The bittersweet daydream
I might begin to haunt the dark
But I celebrate within your smile

Playful but carefully
Whisper sweet loving sins
And release us to the sky
This is where my skill plays in

I swear I won't crash and burn this time,
Maybe I don't belong around here,
But your my biggest challenge to stay for.
This can either make me or break me,
I won't know until I've tried.

Smile of beauty but a kiss of death
Your dying wish is my living pain
Just think - love carries us forever
And hate only takes us six foot deep

I swear I won't crash and burn this time,
Maybe I don't belong around here,
But your my biggest challenge to stay for.
This can either make me or break me,
I won't know until I've tried.

The hope hidden in the twilight fades
Leaves behind the torment of the dusk
I'll win you back whatever it takes
Loosing you will only strengthen my lust

I promise I'll try stay sane this time
But the area holds nothing more for me
You kept me here just to let me fall
This can either make me or break me
We'll never know until we try.

I swear I won't crash and burn this time,
Maybe I don't belong around here,
But your my biggest challenge to stay for.
This can either make me or break me,
But we'll never know until we try;
Until we tried